Pain

In the face of pain, many images will pass your mind.
For a moment you may think that it is your last moment on earth,
yet the pain will surpass this and make me think if I am ready.
My answer today when every breath is painful - yes!

The pain is real and lasted longer than before.
The pain that used to haunt me at night came in the day too.
The pain that became a habit no longer hurt anymore than pain itself.

The time draws closer and hope seems greater,
but I wish that death doesn't come with pain.
Pain must have fear? Mutually inclusive?
I doubt so.

I have came to a new conclusion today,
Pain no longer has a hold on me.
The thought of death entices yet fail to create any thought further than itself.

Living seems inevitable yet the hope of death seems unavoidable too.